When do we know he REALLY cares...

When do you know a man cares about you, or even loves you? Is he serious? Or do you feel being messed about? When should we really trust our instincts, and when do we go for it? What if we're wrong and make the wrong turns.. Oh God the things we go through for a bit of romance in our life.

Thankfully, due to a lot of adventures that has happened recently, i really don't know where to start...

When do we know his feelings are genuinely in his heart? You see this question i've been asking.. Does he actually care? Although he seems to be genuine, it's just the history which is backing me away.. Should i be worried? Hmmm.. This isn't going to be easy.
Unfortunately, this generation aren't very open verbally in relationships, men don't understand women want reassuring.. We need to know what you really feel!
Well, although we have history, i fell we're starting fresh, which can always be good.. Can it? So technically i really don't know whether to call him my man or not.. This is all new to me anyways so I'm not sure really what to expect.. It's a new page, in a new book so i guess we'll just take things slow from now. After all, the whole reason things didn't work out in the first place was because of lack of communication.. But that's a whole different story.. Communication has boosted up a lot recently, so i'm taking it we're getting to know each other all over again, which is interesting. 

But this still doesn't answer, how do we know he really cares?

• The way he kisses you, filled with passion (But yet again he could just be an experienced kisser)
  
  
• When he notices your little habits, indication he pays a lot of attention to you indicating he actually cares
  
  
• When a guy wants to spend more time with you, dates out with you at places of your choice and share memorable moments

• When your in need (feel ill, or poorly) and puts you before his friends.. 
  
  
• When he calls you or message you just to chitchat with you, finding any reason to talk to you. (awww)
  
  
• You can make out from a person's eyes. The person in love with you has special shine in his eyes when he's talking to you.

 But you know what? I still don't know? :P
We'll just have to wait to find out.. Maybe if you have any suggestions on how to know.. Please... Let me know !!

Romance in the snow

Who ever mentioned winter was a cold period where everyone suffers being cold lonely or the fortunate ones who actually have another half who take them as serious to keep them warm. Maybe i was confused this whole time, and maybe i hurt myself this whole time. One thing I've learned is to never listen to other people's advice especially when it comes to personal relationships. The relationship should only include you and your partner and nobody have the right to get involved. You never know, what the other person is thinking unless if you communicate, which i think that's what I've lacked in my life.. Just remember It's the communication in between that counts and not around you. No one knows the situation as much as the both of you, and no one really knows whats going on so why risk it when others could really just want to destroy something that is potentially perfect (well for this imperfect world anyway).. Who knows what could happen, goodness knows where things could lead.. but for the meantime i know feelings still exist & this time friends won't get involved.

I've always wanted myself a romance story from a 1950's Audrey Hepburn film.. Maybe here it is <3

Drunken Nights

Having a drink with a couple of friends may sound like innocent fun, especially if your just a social drinker. Fun enough until you wake up the next day and think.. Oh crap -.-

The 7 Types of Drunks..

1. The Sleepy
2. The Huggy
3. The Fighter
4. The Hyperactive
5. The Crying
6. The Deep Conversation
7. The Player 

Which one would you consider yourself? I'm not much of a drinker myself but i think maybe after a recent experience I'm the "Deep Conversation" one.. looool.. Definitely the one who would end up calling people telling them my thoughts and whatever random rubbish comes out of my mind.. Gosh i need to find myself a really understanding great listener who can stand the bulls crap that actually comes in my mouth! Who's interested?

At least i don't do any harm .. I'm all fun fun fun 

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P.S. Sorry to those who ever received an inappropriate call from me,.. But y'all know it's just love <3

It's not i feel i don't get the attention... it's just i feel I'm receiving the attention for all the wrong reasons... When i feel i get close to someone, they feel it's a ticket to the runway.. Honestly? I just want someone who sees me for being me!

Is it that i need to learn how to trust my instinct more possibly? But then it always gives me mixed signals confusing me, making me just give up in the end.
I'm normally known to be a great listener, good at giving good advice and just being there to let it out on, but now i need it.. i don't think i can find it anywhere making things feel like I'm standing on thin ice, just waiting for it to break so i can fall through.

"The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears." 

 I need to be taken more seriously, I hate the fact that most men see me sexually than intellectually.. Support me towards the things i have planned for my life, or even sit to listen to me, encouraging me instead of me encouraging them, letting myself let go and not realize whats in it for me. I guess the only word I'm looking for here is Respect.

The perfect man!

Can someone please tell me where i can find a man who would do this for me... He's everything i want in a man.. yet again his music makes me cry over and over. Thanks to Bruno Mars, he makes me believe that my Mr. Right is definitely around even up to my standards.. If Bruno is around, then there MUST be more than one of him! Honestly.. it's worth the wait!!

“Maybe all men are a drug. Sometimes they bring you down and sometimes, like now, they get you so high.”

Bruno Mars - Grenade
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR6iYWJxHqs

As much as i see his videos, he continues to succeed to make my eyes water and make me go emotional..
Read the lyrics and you will know why!

Lyrics


Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh You’ d watch me burn down in flames You said you loved me you're a liar Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

 lnm03d

Spa from Hell!

There are some times in our lives where we feel the need to spoil ourselves a bit. This time it happened with me thinking i'm in desperate need of a massage! So therefore i thought it would be nice of me to treat myself to a nice day in a spa... Not knowing what i was going to put myself through! Never have i ever had the worse experience in my LIFE! Firstly, there were men around flaunting what their baba's gave them like no tomorrow... Isn't this suppose to be a spa for women... then why the hell are there men! Right, forget that.. the masseuse couldn't make my experience get any worse.. digging her fingers into my back.. Honestly I'm surprised i don't have any bruises around my back.. Let alone the fact that the only thing she could talk about was rich men and how she's trying hard to find one... Urmmm excuse me? I'm trying to relax here love!  Well i guess not.. i don't know how i put through it anyways! The whole experience was a nightmare.. So i thought it would be at least better if i went into the sauna to relax after a disastrous massage.. but of course a naked pervert with his art work being flaunted for the world to see was sitting there.. i just froze in shock while he sat there smiling at me... Seriously!! Is there such a place like that! This spa use to be quite decent up until recently. (I'm guessing) It probably went down hill and thought of another way to keep the economy going!! I feel so grossed out and now i'm suffering from back pains.. Goodness knows what that woman did to my back.. :( I need a holiday now!! I guess spa's just won't do no more!

“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them.”

Feel good, Look Good & Shop till you DROP!

I know it's been a while, but i must say... I sure miss being here!! Since the last time i wrote here.. i've lost 10 kilos from working out so hard in the gym, and i must say it defo has boosted up my confidence and i feel much better. The only problem i have now since i've lost weight, SHOPPING is going out of control. I cannot stop buying clothes, shoes, and more accessories! I love looking good, but it just has got to stop!
Pink, pink, pink, and more pink! Shoes, dresses, tops, bags you name it and i bought it! My credit cards are reaching their limits, but i really don't think i care.. it's making me feel good! Got my hair done, my face done, my nails, and everything else :p

You have just got to love it! Shopping is my new habit... (At least it helps me feel good!)

So this goes to all my shopaholic gurls out there..

May we all shop till we drop!

"I like my money right where I can see it: hanging in my closet."
 Carrie from Sex and the City

Dedication to friendship

 The days were so crazy, that people think we're high and days we're so bored.. We laugh so hard we cry.. All the inside jokes.. and saying "remember when" is just some of the reasons why we'll always be best friends xx

Friendship is important.. One thing I've learned in life is that one friend is better than having plenty of friends!

As most of you know, i have a close friend of mine named Lucy Chen
a.k.a Lucy Chow Mein, Ching Chang Chung, Looosy Juiccyyy P****..
 Yes very tasteful indeed.


The reason i'm dedicating this post to her is because i want to show real appreciation towards our lifetime friendship :) Of course it's been a huge roller-coaster where have had our fair share of arguments, but if anything it brought us closer and closer (Ha! To all the haters out there)

We've managed to keep our friendship for so long, and still be as close as ever :)

When did it all start?

Well we were both very young, and i can't exactly remember how it happened but i remember having the same diary as her.. sheesha/hubbly bubbly was involved and so was McDonalds LOL! She also had a friend who thought she had a wonder bum! But got jealous cuz i beat her to it (ofcourse) haha ;)

Lucy & Yasmin = Chow Mein & Falafal

Not your average friendship.. Of course we have our silly times, sad times, and serious down to business times! But i would say i've shared most my fun times with her, she surely knows how to pull out my true colours and how to make me smile when i'm down..!

So Lucy.. Chow Mein this goes to you & our 7 year friendship (and of course all our tears we've shared together in drunken nights expressing our love for each other LOL) .. <3 May our friendship last all the way :)

Taurean women

When you come across a Taurus female, the first thing you will notice about her is her undefeatable emotional strength. She is capable of handling the severest of problems, without shedding even a single tear. She has the infamous Taurus temper, but it is seldom displayed. Atleast not until the provocation is too much to digest. She is as feminine as any other female, without the unnecessary tantrums. A Taurus woman has no desire of dominating her husband. She will let him handle the reins, infact this is what she secretly desires.

A Taurus woman wants a real man, who can make her proud of himself as much as she is proud of herself. However, if he fails in his role, she will take the control in her own hands. Neither will she act like a mewing kitten, nor like a roaring lioness. She is independent and has a mind of her own, but she does not want to dominate in the relationship. Taurean women do not see social status while making their friends. They want to be friends with people who do not hide their true nature and come across as they really are.

Their friends may be a little weird, but they will not be phonies or hypocrites. A Taurus girl doesn't fight with people she dislikes, she simply ignores them and becomes indifferent to their presence. However, she will be loyal to her true friends and they will remain with her throughout her life. In return, she will expect them to stand by her when she needs them. A Taurean woman also gets jealous, but only if you exceed the limits of casual flirtation. Everything has a limit and this also does. It's better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry.

She is brainy, but not too much interested in intellectual subjects. She is practical in her thinking and does not feel the need to indulge in mental gymnastics. She is balanced in her approach and you will hardly see her in a restless disposition. A Taurean girl hates anything artificial, be the flowers in her vase or the friends in her life. She has to feel the fragrance of real roses and the presence of real people. The beauty of Mother Nature especially pleases her.

Ugliness of any kind makes her miserable and repulsive. She loves to be amidst colorful surroundings, like gardens blooming with flowers. A Taurean female has a good taste, so please be very careful before taking her out. She is a very good cook herself and you will always be treated to excellent homemade food. She is also very much interested in the art forms, like painting. She is a tomboy at heart and will enjoy many guy-things like horse riding, going on a roller coaster ride, fishing, etc.

All this makes her feel close to nature. She dresses simply, yet elegantly and her fabrics are always feather-soft. Taurus female is very strong and above the usual female insecurities. However, she demands loyalty and will never compromise in this area. She is beyond hypocrisy and has an undemanding and easy-going manner. She wants her man to take her side, especially in public. If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point.

When pushed too far, she loses her cool demeanor quickly. Taurus women make excellent mothers, except for the fact that they cannot tolerate disobedience or defiance in kids. Laziness and carelessness also makes them angry. Otherwise, they will be more of a friend to their children than the typical mommies. A Taurus woman will also teach the kids how to be strong and will protect them from the big bad outside world. She never shirks from or whines about her responsibilities. Her man will be expected to do the same.

She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute. She is good with finances and knows how to maintain quality in a reasonable budget. She is a very good host and will be there to help her man in any and every way she can. A Taurean woman will care for you when you are ill, will back you in your new business venture and let you take over the control of the home. And, you will always be treated to a warm, cozy home when you come back from office!

Quote of the Day

"Men are like bank accounts.
Without a lot of money they don't generate a lot of interest."

Sleeping Beauty

I miss my days when i could just sleep and wake up anytime i want. Now it's everyday by 6,30am-7am maximum. Today is Thursday 8,30 and I'm still in bed although i have lectures to go to.. But to be quite frank... I really don't care! I slept rather late which i guess is my fault for letting it happen, although it was because we had guests and i couldn't just be like "okay it's 10pm I'm tired!" I'm not anti-social in that way lol. I must say at this very moment there is nothing more comforting other that my feathered pillow and warm soft blanket.. ahhh the pleasures of just lying there in bed! I could do this all day! But unfortunate for me life isn't that fair to me, so really i should be moving off soon! :( According to some studies, adding extra hours to your sleep could slow aging process! In this case.. i could sleep forever! I guess it's annoying that i actually have to move from such a peaceful position and go through polluted London, from train to train just to go to lectures today :( Never mind, the weekend is only around the corner xx

Ingredients for love

• Understanding - 4 cups
• Caring - 200g
• Forgiving - 1 packet (frozen)
• Unsalted Romance - 375ml.
• Hugs - 1 handful
• Sweet kisses - 2Tsp.
• Love - Plenty

Stir slowly with a lot of care adding a pinch of fairy dust to keep those butterflies flying in your belly!

                            mmmmmmMmMmMmmmmmmmm

"ℒℴѵℯ is my weakness that lets me cry for your eyes to feed and convey my heart with your passion" - Me

How to avoid eating at night!

As most know, it's very unhealthy to eat after 6.30pm well 7pm max! If you want to be healthy. I'd rather stick to being fit & healthy :) Now it's about 10pm and I'm feeling quite peckish! I tried dancing in front of the mirror to remind myself how far I've gone so far so i should really zip my mouth shut, but I'm still feeling hungry! So I'm just going to write about it instead :) Especially since i'm trying to lose more weight it just won't make sense if i eat now because that won't give my body time to burn it before i go to bed! This is definitely a habit that's hard to change.. Much harder than i thought and right now I'm seriously slapping my wrist towards why i did it in the first place! Well i guess it's good since i didn't eat much today so my stomach would shrink. I'm not saying I'm starving myself, not at all. Just in order to lose weight I'm lowering the intake of food which i think is perfectly fine, I'm working out 4-5 times a week (cardio exercise) AND i'm trying to eat smaller portions 5 times a day before it reached 6.30..

Maybe I'm just bored? Or i should just sleep to forget about food! Hmmmm people help me! :)

Thinking of the *Perfect Body* is the only reason I'm writing this post.. i just hope the outcome will be worth it <3

Why we Love to Love

Some of us want to be in love and fantasize about it, but what really happens when we have it? Do we still want it? What do we want then? If your anything like me then i know i want to be in love with a person the same way he loves me. I have everything pictured in my mind, where everything would be perfect.. I could look deep into his eyes and feel butterflies in my stomach making me blush and feel so happy where my thoughts could just wonder in a land far away <3 I want the one i love make me feel like a real woman (in all ways lool) I just want him to make me feel happy always, do things to make me happy and just stare at me smiling where he could just think of how much he loves me. That's how i see it and i won't give in until i get it.. I want love.. and if that doesn't exist, then forget it.. I don't want your love I'd rather stay here and just wait until my love comes along.. I know he's there and he's not too far away either <3

It's Time to Say No Without the Guilt

I've seriously had enough with people who think they can just push me around and think they can talk for me. Doing what they want when they want, seeing every opportunity that suits them but only using me to get there.. I'm no doormat you can walk over and wipe your feet clean.. You must be joking! I have decided today is the day when i will learn the lesson of saying... NO!

It's my time to do what i want when i want. Now what i want is to sing MY songs and write MY song and not be forced into singing in YOUR 1980's bull or your over rated punk rock.. that's not jazz and it's definitely not my style.. I precisely told you what i want and you still manage to give me what you want. I don't think i can work with anyone like that and i strongly advise people who feel they are being used in some sort of way similar to the way i have then i truly mean to say to stomp your feet down and do what you want! It's your life and you do what YOU want.. Now it's certainly time i do what i want and do it the way i want to. :) Now thats out i feel much better lol.

Why do we feel so obliged not to stick up for ourselves?


What reason holds you from containing the word "no"? Knowing how to use the word appropriately seems to be easier said by men more than women. (Studies show) Since women are frequently "People pleasers".

To all the women out there.. Don't let people trample all over your boundaries and put a stop to it. You're allowed to say no!!

Why Do We Hate Monday?

After a lot of late nights from a long joyful weekend.. Monday has to come to spoil it for us! Back to waking up in the morning. Today i refused to leave my bed, and then passed out until 3 in the afternoon. That sort of behavior isn't advisable lol. Now i have to suffer with a huge headache which isn't great! But Why do people really hate Mondays? 

I have asked a couple of people and this is what they had to say about Mondays...


"Because that means its like 5 more days til the weekend haha." - Claire Martin


"Because 9 times out of 10 i'm hungover" - Scott

"Sheesh! this is an easy question! Mondays suck because they force you to waste precious valuable time on the weekends doing baskets of laundry so you have something clean to wear to work!" - Cruiser

"Because its monday morning. human beings arent meant to wake up until AT LEAST tuesday afternoon...
well, thats me anyways :P" - Anonymous 

 

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"Coz it cums afta sunday" - Moh Yfirle

"Cuz its always d start of a shitty week looool" - Ariike Mary Pop

Rumored Pregnant Mariah Carey Falls in her $10,000 shoes LOL

I know this is really bad, but look at how she falls



LMAO

How insulting notice how she rudely points that she doesn't want the water but remove the shoes!!! Mariah we love you and all but we will not be your slaves!! 

Such a drama queen.. Gosh she looks terrible!!

May i add how fat she looks.. do you really think she's pregnant lool

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OV1KDFVojGc&feature=player_embedded#!

Oh Kim Kardashian what have you done now?

 Who's heard of Mark Salling? Well for those who haven't he's the dude off Glee! He's finally let out today that any reports about Kim Kardashian and himself have been dating are untrue..

Yes i repeat they are NOT DATING.... 
 


Wait... They were? I don't know bout you guys but i haven't heard!! Perez claims he thinks he started the rumor himself... or maybe they're just hiding something lol.

Oh Kim Kardashian what will you do with you life? Settle down!! Since you may be in the middle of both sister but atleast they have settled down a little bit.. I say stick with Reggie! They were meant to be!!




Atleast i can say she has great taste on cars... Loving her new set of wheels.. hotness on the roads of LA..!!  Yup peoplee $250,000 ... Gosh when will that day be me!!! loool <3

Make up on the train..

How many of us seen women do it? But how many of us actually admit to doing it.. Funny thing is i found myself doing it today in the morning in the train since i had to leave the house in such a rush and found it quite intimidating how everyone just kept staring at me lol. Look, when it's got to be done, then it's got to be done!! I'd rather be stared at on the train than look rather deadly during the whole day!
While i was looking around i found this picture which according sources claims that in Japan they find it rather rude to put make up on in public transport!!
 Thank God i'm in London baby <3

Hmmm... Imagine seeing that poster in the train first thing in the morning!!

How long will we wait for Mr. Perfect to come along?

Men..
They come in so many shapes and sizes.. What do we really want? Tall, short, fat, slim, buff, geeky, clever, dumb oh gosh there is way too many to choose from.. where do we start? You see for me, i find this a funny subject to talk about. I feel i'm done with men.. I think i'm probably a magnet to the weird ones lool. Hmm :/ Not so great i guess.. But still i think i do want my perfect"Prince Charming" to stride along in his big white horse and whisk me away to a land far far away and live happily ever after... *Sighs* Okay come on gurlies lets be real.. We're in 2010 you'd be lucky to find a man who ticks all your boxes and comes falling at your feet.. But i would rather stay single until i find him.

You know what.. When i find a man that ticks all my boxes then you know i found "THE ONE" Lool... Right.. the following are the boxes he needs to tick to be my "Mr. Perfect"

Well Built - He has to work out and not be too muscular but strong and manly

Dark Skin - mmmmmm *Drools* Chris Brown LOL not necessarily mixed raced but tanned would do just fine :p lol.

Generous is a huge MUST for me... i mean forget the whole “penny-wise and pound-foolish". That rubbish don't work with me loool <3

Romantic - Constantly surprising me with gifts and taking me out occasionally on dates making it feel like it were the first date over and over again.. <3 *sighs*
He must have this thing with his eyes, where he just looks deep into mine and make my heart skip beats.. hmm

Religion - Calls of God upon his life

Friendship - Needs to be there for me like a friend more than a boyfriend

Notices my stupid dumb blonde moments and making them a reason to love me more

Understand i may need space and not always be up ass all the time!

Oh definitely respect my privacy!

Maybe be musical too and plays guitar making me sing along since I'm musical myself...

Loves to travel (even randomly) and surprise me with holiday tickets (but not always otherwise i'd just be like -.- errr wtf) 
Admit to when he is wrong
Loves to dance
Can cook! (Since i'm not a great chef myself loool)
Adores and knows his wine but is a responsible drinker and knows when to stop
Hmmm,,, there is so much i just don't think i could write it all down.. but basically be a real gentleman...



...BUT


I guess i have to just wait dream for him now

 

OH MY GOD! What has happened to the world..

Okay everybody calm down!! Just calm down... Kim Kardashian didn't look too happy on her trip to London.... as she clearly stated "Where are all my UK fans at??" Hun i don't think you have any LOL! Whoops did i say that out loud.. Gosh i think me and a very small minority are actually fans of her.. Me for one is only a big fan since she gave me confidence to flaunt my big ass out since her ass just hit the jackpot loool <3 Gosh i love her really, but i think i love to hate her at the same time although i feel she's becoming a bit much...

Kim Kardashian : Television personality/producer/actress/model <--- One thing they really missed out was reality porn star loool! Lets be fair she did really make her family more famous since she released that video.. maybe took advice from her close friend Paris Hilton.. Worked for her and it sure did with Kim Kardashian!

Am i the only one who feels she's starting to seriously lose the plot now? I mean she was known for such a huge plump ass and now thats pretty much gone since she's become a work out freak and is quite close to being really thin since she's surrounded by other people in the spot light.. her nose job (WHY!) and even oh my god, yes she is acting... Not sexy at all.. -.-' i was embarrassed for her! CSI? Bad decision luvvy <3 But you know what i love you really... i do.. but i think i'm starting to love her sis Khloe Khardashian more since she's defo keeping it more real!!!

The things we do to stay fit..!

It really doesn't help when we're being pursued into a life filled with perfect celebs with such perfect bodies! They even manage to make curves look great but yet again.. myself having curves i STILL don't feel and look as great as them! Kim Kardashian, Beyonce, Shakira and so many more! Thanks to them they've lead all of us to have very high standards.. now how can we do it?!?! Personally i'm not a very healthy nor do i lead a very healthy lifestyle... Oh for goodness sakes i'm 20 and i live in London.. right in central of a really busy city that never freakin' sleeps! I feel ever since i've turned 20 i have to stop all the great foods i love.. become more active (wtf!) and work out soooo much that i can't have a social life no more! Which really sucks since all my friends party party party in extremely short dresses and consume unbelievable amounts of alcohol without thinking of how much they have to work out to work it all of the next day.. With me it's like if i don't even get enough sleep it takes a toll on me! So my first mission is to shed off these pounds.. i hate being so pear shaped..! My mission is to change my lifestyle into a better and a healthier one..!! First step was joined the gym.. now i just have to keep it up and keep healthy and see how well i do in one month,... who knows will it make a change?